ahh the age which swings like a pendulum, from teen hood to adulthood..
yet neither it is..
neither it will be..
i'm no longer a teenager..

you know this thought alone scares me..
soon ill be an adult.. in 11 months time..
this scares me even more..

i know what i don't want to be..who i don't want to become..
yet i know that though i don't want to change..
time and tide changes a person..
every person..
and so though however adamant i have been../am.. i have changed..
or so i think..

i've realised that we (singaporeans) work like crazy people and we have no life..
the reality of it just struck..while shodowing the PTs..
i realised that if the flame of passion for physio..
i can't work like a maniac..
i have to work part time or something..
or ill be admitted in the mental ward and not treating there..
and i m dead serious..

how did my birthday go?
it was a beautiful day to begin with..
as the day progressed..the beauty faded..

period.